Text Chemistry System by Amy North - PDF download! I have historically made terrible romantic decisions, and yet it has rarely deterred me from plunging back into the deep end each time. Of course, each time has been different, with unique life lessons emerging from each encounter. There has been much pain and many tears, but there has also been transcendent love and gales of laughter. Ultimately, I regret only hanging on well after the expiry date of each relationship. After I broke up with my most recent ex, that was in February 2016, I swore off relationships entirely. The thought of investing myself again into another mess with the wrong person was utterly terrifying. I could handle being single just fine, and in fact started to enjoy the freedom it gave me. [Being in a long distance relationship anyway got me used to this status quo, so it wasn’t a big leap.]